Sunday, November 02, 2003 :::
 

Well I hope everyone had a good weekend. I did. I spent last night at Chili's (due to the fact that Chi-Chi's has been shut down.. I cried.) with my friends Alaina, and two of my coworkers Lauren and Steven. We had a lovely dinner and afterwards me, Alaina and Steven watched episodes of the family guy until I couldn't laugh anymore... that is the worlds funniest show.
I normally don't write personal things (well super personal) things on this web sight.. but why not. I'm doing something new right? recently one of my friends has decided that we're not friends anymore. Since i've gone gone to school it's harder to see eachother and we're at very differnt points in our lives, but does that make us not friends? Apparently hanging out with me just isn't good enough. I'm not a club or something flashy to make it seem like i'm the all american good time. I think it's really crappy that because I'm sick (which makes me not as much fun and makes me feel gross :) ) i'm suddenly a sack of shit who doens't deserved to be cared about. You're right, i'm not in the mood to do much of anything, and i'm not there every day... but what the hell. I still care about you, and I still am there for you ever fucking second you need me. I've been patient though all of your moods, and all of your complaining, just to be left out in the cold and then told that I'm not a good friend. I think this is insane. I hope you had fun last night.. I hope you hooked up with everyone and felt like you did something with your night, because apparently everyother night has been a horrible continuation of some horrible nightmare. You're right, you suck because you don't go out every night and because you dont' have 4 billion friends. I hope you get all the friends you want, and I hope you go out all the time and have tons of fun, becaue I won't be there. The one person who always has been there for you for the past two years does deserve to be fucked over and told that they hold no more place in someone's life. Thank you, i'm glad i've been put in my place. For a second I was under the dillusion that I deserved something, but I was so misguided. Have a wondeful new life. Good luck with you job, i'm going to sit and rot 3 miles away from you because you can't drive in the city and even if I spent a hundred of dollars to take the train out to you, you'll still whine that you have to wake up to take me back to the train station.
Happy halloween

::: posted by Becky at 7:31 PM
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